I'm one of those girls. The "Fake" ones. The one that is so ugly on the outside that she cakes her face with tons of makeup. She also makes herself throw up her food sometimes and if she isn't throwing up, she's pigging out or not eating at all. Her smile ? That's ugly too. Beneath her outside ugly, there's monsters in her head. They don't seem to leave her alone. She believes in so much but nothing is true. The monsters made her do things she never imagined. They made her change her outside for the rest of the world because she believes that she'll never be good enough. She blames herself for everything that's happening around her. her efforts to make a change can only be perceived through her body image and lack of attention and those fucking monsters in her fucking head .
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